To everyone standing before this hearing this...
i am sorry but i tried so hard to get better...
I sit in the park where I dwell
For this boy I love so well...
So many sleepless nights
Trying to see the for you to pull through...
Here i am
The love is gone...
Can’t go on, with you still here
Another night, another tear...
I lay in my bed at night
drifting away from the light...
I'm sorry i failed you
That i didn't try...
In the month of February
My dear oh grandpa died...
As I lie here woundering what I just did,
looking at my wrists all covered in red...
I need someone but no ones around. I looks at my...
Back to my sweet suicide,
Back to sweet relief...
I loved you more then you thought
You left but it was still there...