Last night I had a dream,
just like every night...
Someone help me,
before its too late...
Many thoughts surround my over ruled mind...
As I start with one thought the others intwine...
I take a breath and close my eyes
And realize, this is it, the end is very near...
How can so many people want me to live,
when indeed myself, I want to die...
Take a deep breath, resist the urge to indulge...
Swallow your tears, let your pain and suffering...
My vision gone blurry
My blood so cold...
Within one day a lifetime spent
A curse on the wind that still stings...
You sit there with a blank face of nothingness...
Then you reach into your jean pocket and take out...
Dead inside
Yet heart still beats...
I sit on my bed
now soon I'll be dead...
Remember me when I leave you
look at me for a long time; because...