I got the news yesterday,
Woke up to utter heartache...
There's a barrier I won't cross,
A guard I won't let fall...
There's certain things that remind me
Colours and places surround...
They keep mentioning you're name
But I'm trying to move on...
Memories are resurfacing
Mostly small...
I'm crying on the inside
Crying out for you...
I can't take it in
You're loss, suicide...
I keep thinking about you
And missing you...
It's amazing how fast
Time passes us by...
Happy birthday to you mama.
i would have been saying wish you many more years...
I pushed certain memories away
Or make that almost all of them...
I follow the colours
And see where they take me to...