Dying To Be Beautiful..
Starving For Your Attention..
Bleeding To Release This Hurt..
Is This What Life's Really About..??

Is there any hope for me? Even my fantasies end up in tragedy.

&&I wanted so much for someone to love me,
that I forgot to love myself.

&&It's sad,
No matter how many times
you hurt me,,
I'll always love you.

There's just nothing left of me. It's all tattered and torn. Torn by horrible feelings. Feelings that shouldn't exist, because they are too real, almost like pain..

I can't feel good anymore. I just can't. My heart can't take it anymore. Day after day I can hear it scream, screaming because of the things you do, or don't do.

It's like being an alien trying to blend into society. you know how you're supposed to act, smile and make small talk and act like the world cannot know who you are, but all you want to do is scream so everyone knows what you are

So sick of hiding the fact I'm hurt, so sick of not being taken seriously, so sick of disguising the pain with a smile so sick of waiting for a better tomorrow

There's nothing left but memories
of our love and the hurt
just please tell me one thing,
what made you choose her?

I guess the time has come
the damage was done...
I'm leaving this place,
with tears on my face..