I'm surrounded by fake smiles and false promises.Why must they pretend to be nice when they're not?

I'd rather to bleed for the rest of my life than to see me mother's tear and cry...

I don't want to cry over you,
Because I finally realized it wont get me anywhere,
And it won't make you care.

You look at me,
And the tears begin to fall.
But you just shake your head,
And look away.
Doing exaclty what you did before,
Showing you don't care.

It hurts more than anything,
To know once you tell someone how you feel,
You're giving them the power to destroy you with only a few words.

Breaking my heart is like breaking glass u can tape it together but it will never be the same there will always be a couple pieces missing

Don't Hold Onto, To The Things You Can Never Have

" Lost in this cold and lonely world. I can't speak. I just turn my head embarrased, hopefully noone can see. The disappoint on my face, because of the way life's treating me. " - lisamay.

It gets harder and harder
To see you happy with her,
Knowing that was once me.

She prays for just one day,
Where she doesn't have to hide behind a smile.
Where she doesn't have to pretend to be okay.