There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens.

Make me stand up tall
And hold my head up high
Teach me to accept your gone
Tell me not to cry

from my poem, Looking Down From Heaven

I SO SICK OF FEELING UNWANTED, FEELING UNNEEDED

Yeah, I'll admit it. I miss you. I miss us.
But I can't think about those things
anymore, I gotta move on. Because
this, this is pointless

One of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable.

Do you ever feel like you are one big mistake...
you're the one that always gets yelled at...
you do everything wrong...
and no matter how hard you try
no one ever loves you back.

I hate that time
before you go to sleep
at night because that's
when all the thoughts
you've been trying to avoid
start to linger in your mind.

I love kissing you but when you close your eyes who do you see???>>> i no it aint me

It kills me to know you're online
& you won't talk to me.
It's just time I realize that
I don't mean anything to you..
& never really did...