How the heck do you expect me to put a smile on when i cant even bare to look at you, at me, at this house, at the world with out crying. so you can take that smile and shove it up yours because its not going on my face.

&&& he still makes me smile

Sometimes, it's not easy to let go && forget;
Because seeing the person who hurt you,
means SCRATCHING the SCAR && Letting it BLEED once more.

Dont start what you cant finish...like loving someone when you cant love them forever

The things you say, they hurt me inside. I cant handle much more, I just want to hide. Im fading out of the already blackened photo, so why am I the one who feels the sorrow?

__She Was Daddy's Little Princess, Untill He Stole Her Tiara & Ran Away. Now Shes Just A F**ked Up Teenager Trying To Forget;;

Dont Worry Hunni__ Im An Expert When It Comes To Fake Smiles & Razor Blades;

How many times do i have to tell someone i am fine for them to see that im not?
how many nights do i have to cry myself to sleep for someone to hear me?
how many times do i have to pass the scars off as something else for someone to see im in pain?

The worst feeling is not death,
It is knowing that you arent needed,
That you are alone in this world,
And that you no longer have a reason to live

Im hurting myself becuz i dont want to cry