"Somehow I got taken in by all that I tolerate. So wherever I am now...instead of hurting other's, I hurt me"

Even the crippled bird sings...

Behind this smile and beneath these jokes there is something going on, you may not see it and you may not believe me but when I look at my life I'm not happy and I don't see the point in trying anymore if things wont get better.

And I remember those days when we never slept, we spent every minute together and nothing ever got in are way, but things are different now. </3

You can hide the sunshine behind the blinds,
But you can't hide the saddness behind that fake smile.... </33

Never give up if you still want to try.
Never wipe your eyes if you still want to cry. Never settle for the answer if you still want to know.
Never say you don't like him if you can't let him go.

Love me like you [want] to..instead of like you {have} to

I make a plan to take some pills, it shouldnt take too long, i write out notes to all my friends to read when i am gone.

I want you to know that i tried...
But my only friend is suicide...
Gloom and Sorrow has greeted me...
They're talking about setting me free...

Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.