Its easy to believe someone when they tell you exactly what you want to hear

What u dont know is that although my eyes appear to stare blankly forward, words boil inside my head

What u dont know are the things i leave unsaid.

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you MADE me LIKEthis.

And Sometimes It's The Ones With The Big Happy Smiles That Are Being Ripped Apart On The Inside...

I laugh even though my heart is broken.
I smile even though I miss you.
I live each day like you're still here.
Each night I cry myself to sleep.
I wake up stronger than you think.

I don't know how it feels?...You think your the only person that wakes up wishing they were some one else

So many people died on this day, six years ago.

The least I can do is remember them.

I wear i smile to hide the pain, i wear long sleves to cover the truth and i wear the world upon my shoulders, its my burden and mine alone.

"Every tear that you shed is every emotion that you can't let out"