I wonder how i can look the same on the outside
when i feel like i'm falling apart into a million pieces on the inside

She keeps all her thoughts in her head
&lets them out each night in a crimson lie

I had no one to idolize
So I cut my self down

She's got the bluest eyes
To hide all those delicate lies

I'm not alright
I'm not okay
&don't think ill make it
But ill fake it
I'm not alright
I'm not going to make it
Didn't you see me break?

If it pleases you
Then I'm fine
It will help you sleep
I'm not suicidal
If it helps ease your mind
These scares are not self-intended
If it keeps you from leaving
Mom I'm not crazy!

I'll smile like nothings wrong
&talk like its perfect
Act like it's a dream
&pretend its not hurting me

My arms are full of lies
Its my artistic way of dealing
Of the pain you cause me

He saw her change
Nothing he could do
Except watch her fall

Life behind a mask
Never lets it show
But if you look closely
You can see the blade