You say I never loved you, I say your never tried to see it.

When you give your heart, don't expect it back.

It feel like it was yesterday you were here with me.
But then I realiced that you are always here.....inside of my heart

(to my grandpa who died 4 years ago)

She finally let go of her fake smile and the tears slowly rolled down
her cheek as she whispered to herself "I dont want to be me"

My tears have long dryed
my head sure hurts tonight
I hear a knock as I swallow these colorful pills
My only true love and my only disappointment

Depression is like war
You have your soldiers
You have your battle scars
You have your many battles
And you have your war
But in the end depression teams with suicide
...and wins

It's easy to fake a smile, but it's hard to fake a tear...

OhDontWorry,
you didnt break me. no,
sweetie you
c o m p e l e t l y
destroyed me.

:(

She wraps her arms around her knees,
and she whispers why me?

I'll just lock away the pain, put away all of my fears, show you only fake smiles, but never the hidden tears.