I can't show this fake smile anymore...as i talk less becoz. i don't have words to explain my situation.

Hit me,
Cut me,
Stab me,
Shoot me,
Do anything,
to make me feel emotion,
bcuz my body is numb </3

It's funny how sad I get from some of the things you do to me, or things you say. Yet, as soon as I hear your voice every single bit of sadness disappears, almost like it was never there.

I love showing off my beautiful, gorgeous, sexy scars.

All i ever did was to love you, and all you ever did was to make me believe that you love me too. . .T.T

Hello depression.... i knew you wouldn't stay away for long </3

What do we do?
When we are in pain?
We conceal the truth,
Form ourselves,
From everyone.
And soon.
You have no pain,
Just numbness

Welcome to Hell on Earth...Such a lovely place.

I literally forced myself to move on, even though a little of me was dying inside with each waking moment. The happy image portrayed outwardly didn't matched the dying hopes raging through my mind and heart.

Fat hope, fat wish, fat me.