Everyday is a nightmare and dreams are my only escape.

There's really no way to reach me
'Cause I'm already gone

So many secrets
that have never been told
and keeping them inside
is getting really old

one day I just might tell
a secret or two
but I'll still be hiding secrets
no matter what I do

There are a millions stars in the night sky, and thats how many pieces my heart has been shattered into because of you.

it always rains the hardest on the people who deserve the sun...

Love = hate
hate = fate
fate = myth
myth = lies

thus
love = lies

You watch me slowly die and you move on to the girl next in line

Mommy, I know that Daddy misses you. Every once and a while, when he doesn't think I see, from across the room I'll see him smile sadly, and softly shake his head. He'll quickly wipe his cheek and give a quiet sigh....

Mommy I really miss you. I'll turn 18 this year. I know you've been gone for 12 years come Valentines Day, but my heart still aches. Mommy, I have you're eyes, your hair, you're smile.. I have it all. Mommy, what's heaven like? ....

The one thing that is holding me back is the one thing I can't let go of.