IF BEAUTY iS PAiN i MUST BE G0RGEOUS!

I dont want to be here
but you sure as hell wont be the reson i leave....

Lost and confused. i am addicted to you

" dying is just like being in another room just you havnt got the key"

a quote made by myself at the age of six.

I wish i may, i wish i might just fall down and die tonight

I spend all my time trying to fix what's wrong in my life instead of actually living it.

You won’t find the cuts upon my wrists
They fell upon my heart
Where no one can see
But me

Do I have to bleed?
For someone to help me
Do I have to bruise?
To find my escape
Do I have to die?
To be recognized

When you forget her...
DONT YOU DARE REMEMBER ME!!

The things I do will never stay
but the words you said will always remain…..