You think i still believe your lies?
hate is too obvious for anyone to disguise

&& so ill cut my wrists tonight and hope to die without a fight.

People dream that violence and terror will stop.
People dream that their pain will end.
People dream that lost loves will return.

But a dream is just what it is, a dream. And dreams never come true.

Sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings. Sometimes its easier to be numb towards certain people so I dont let them get too close. when I act numb towards you, it doesnt mean I dont care...it means I care too much.

I smile because it hides the pain,
I laugh because it makes me forget everything thats happened
I live my life pretending everythings okay
Even though it's not

The girl who seemed unbreakable...Broke
The girl who seemed so strong...Crumbled
The girl who always laughed it off...Cried
The girl who never stopped trying...Finally Quit

Break me.Take me.
Lose control.
Hurt me.Beat me,
Take my soul.
Touch me. Fcuk me.
Tear me apart.
Kiss me. Kill me.
Break.My.Heart.

Take a bow,
hear the applause?
my heart is broken
and your the cause.
I played your game
&& it looks like you've won,
congratulations,
I hope you had fun.

*not mine but I like it =]

I hope your proud of me mummy and all that i have achieved, everything i do is for you, i hope your looking down on me mummy and protecting me too.

&&Bruises fade, but the pain remains the same

And I still remember how u kept me so, so afraid
Dont you understand the damage u have done

4 you its just a memorie, but 4 me it still lives on