Sometimes in the end you realize that what you tried to hold on to for so long, was never really there.

I dont want to forget about you
So I make scars upon my wrist
To remind me that your still gone.
xXxChrissy

Whispering in the dark, hoping no one will hear. "Let me fall asleep tonight, let me disappear.."

I can't help but feel like no matter what happens I'll never be perfect enough, never skinny enough, never good enough for you.

Afraid To Be Wrong, Afraid To Be Right
Afraid of Death But Wanting To Die

Im going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me.

Last night I slept in your sweater
It was the closest I could get to being in your arms

The twinkle in her eyes made everything look perfect.
But behind every twinkling eye theres a tear drop waiting to fall.
Until one day she looked at her reflection in the bathroom mirror and whispered to herself...
"i cant do this anymore"

When you ask her how she is, and she tells you that she's fine, what she's really trying to say, is that it couldn't get any worse

The memories you don't want are the ones that stay with you forever and the ones that you want to remember are the ones that leave.