I finally accepted that you care only for yourself
And this knife is the only one that can help
I cried myself to sleep as usual as every night
But this would be permanent for i've given up the fight...

i see you in my dreams
you haunt my mind by day
i will never forget you
we will meet again some day

(RIP Aunty Vicki x)

The hardest part of holding on, is letting it go.

I LOVE WALKiNG iN THE RAiN BECAUSE NO ONE WiLL KNOW i`M CRYiNG. [xl3]

She hides all of her pain behind a mask no one knows and the sad part is no one even cares to ask

I took their smiles and made them mine
I sold my soul just to hide the light
and now I see what I really am,
a theif, a hore, a liar.

- Evenenscence

You hate your life you want to dye, so close your eyes and say goodbye!

I carved your name on the bullet so that everyone knew you were the last thing going through my head.

Sign your name upon my wrists so everyone knows who left me like this.

Ashes to ashes
tears to tears
blood to blood
fears to fears
waiting and watching
seeing you die
i say it's okay
all i do is lie