The only thing guaranteed in life is:
DEATH

If tears make you pretty
i'd be fcking gorgeous

What would you do if death was outside your door,
pushing and pulling you onto the floor
would you plaster on a smile and let none of it show..
or hide away and let it all go?

*from a poem i'm working on !*

These scars on my wrists are like the scars of my past, they will never fade and they will always last.

I dont want the raindrops on my cheeks anymore!!

((soo cute my little brother said that to my mom the other day when he was crying))

Have you ever missed someone so much it hurts inside and you cry yourself to sleep at night and pray that they'll come back? Even though they're right beside you... because they're not really there.

There are moments in my life I won't ever forget and they will always bring tears to my eyes because they contain every lie you ever told and remind me why I started to cry in the first place.

&& everynite she goes to bed saying that this nite will be the lastnite that she cries....

&& she wakes up and realizes that lastnite was just another nite that she lied...

(real convo)

boy: whats wrong?
girl: i cant say
boy: sure you can
girl: i really cant
boy:.....
boy:i love you too

Yesterday you asked me why I was crying. I told you I didn't know, but it was a lie... The truth is you were holding her to keep her warm while I was freezing deep down inside...