:( I promised myself I wouldnt do this again....

Most times the pain is just to much to bear... n sometimes shit happens and we pretend not 2 care...theres times if you dont watch ya back it will cost you...sometimes u wonda who da f**k would care if they lost you

I love it when you look at me, cuz it means for a second I crossed your mind

I want to kill myself in such a creative way that when people hear about it they wont say "She died? How could she do that?" but they will say "Oh what a beautiful suicide"

And so i put on my make-up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me
everything is ok!
i'm laughing coz noone
Knows the joke is on me
COZ I'M DYING INSIDE
with my PRIDE AND
THE SMILE ON MY FACE

I sit here, thinking of you, knowing that you aren't thinking of me.

Addiction to pain...to scarlet tears
To the shiny blade...and the thin white scars...this is my only flaw...the most dangerous of all

Each cut I cut,
Goes deeper into the vein,
Maybe this cut will end it,
Maybe it will end my pain...

Relationships are for people who are waiting for something better to come along...

-Movie Hitch

Yesterday I was sitting alone, with a blade and a bottle of pills..
And all I could think about was how disappointed you'd be if you ever found how weak I really am...