~A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, I Know Because I've Tried, Neither Would A Million Tears, I Know Because I've Cried...~

~If You Can Look Into My Eyes, And Tell Me That You Care, When You Truly Mean It, With You My Heart I'll Share, But Since You're Not Sincere, Then Tears They Will Be Cried, We'll Never Know What Could Have Been, If You Hadn't Lied...~

I listen to depressing music, cut my wrists in the silence of it, cry for tomorrow because I know I'll be alive, There's no crying for yesterday because I can't change that I didn't die

My problems fade away
as I watch myself bleed
for when I get depressed
this is all I need

~part of my poem "Left to die"~

Sometimes the happiest people you know are the saddest people you will ever meet

The people who hurt you most are always the ones who said they never would.

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Some people put on jeans
others put on a skirt
i put on a smile
to hide how much i hurt

You hate me
And i hate me
I guess i'm a very hatable person

Love is her prison, death is her need
as her heart began to slowly bleed.
You broke her heart, tore it in two.
Who knew what love could make her do?
Now theres nothing of her to save,
as she's being put into her deadly grave.

"So there I was...spitting on my goldfish trying to keep him alive."