*My life is nothing.

*I'm just a reflection in the mirror.

*My life has been consumed by darkness.

*16 and ready to die.

*You can't imagine what that feels like.

Today will test my strength.
My strength to continue.
I know their is another choice.
But this blade is what I choose...

Dont try to stop me,
Its just ment to be....

I thought of how it would be if i died, and i jus sat here and cried,
i mean all of the people that i would be hurting makes me regret the fact that ive even tried

I miss laying in my bed, thinking about you and knowing theres a chance you were thinking about me too

Never say your sorry
for saying how you feel
cuz that'd be saying your sorry
for being real

Every day, I say good bye. I turn around, I never cry. But this time theres something new; today i say goodbye to you.

©Ashley Van Eperen 2005

I'm Going To Draw A Picture
A Picture With A Twist
I'll Draw It With A Razor Blade
I'll Draw It On My Wrist
And When I'm Done The Picture
A Red Fountain Will Appear
And All My Problems Will Completely Disappear.

How is it that i hate u but when you kiss her i want to die. How is it that i wish i neva met u but when u 2 r all everyone talks about i want to go home and grab the knife..*is it becuase i love u or is it becuase shes my best friend*

.:without the mask:.
.:where will you hide:.
.:cant find yourself:.
.:lost in your lies:.