She can always escape her depression with music.

But her depressions always creeps up on her, and hits her at full force, making her break down more.

Cry me a river
build a bridge
take your new girlfriend
and jump off it.

The softest sound you'll ever hear is someone letting you go

I Wish I Wasn't Me...

& I'm tired of wondering if maybe one day,
Things might go back to the way they were.

I'll paint you a picture.
a picture with a twist.
The pencil will be the razor.
and the paper is my wrist.

And if i paint correctly
A red fountain appears.
To wipe away my thoughts.
And wash away my fears.

You say sanity and razor blades
don’t sleep in the same bed
Well neither does abuse
And clean wrists
-by me

Why is it that everyone tells you to open yourself up and talk, but when you finely say what you're feeling inside they don't want to hear you.

If my pain brings smile on your face, then i pray that I suffer infinitely, when i said i,ll do anything to see you smile, I MEANT IT.....

Not all of us can be saved
And not all of us are worth saving

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