&& i shed billions of tears every night but some how i still feel like crying

My shallow breath is failing
But I’ll try to make a sound
I whisper in you ear so close
‘I tried to make you proud’

Do you Ever [[ wish ]] you could hear the sirens of an ambulance
&& wake up in the emergancy room to hear the
doctors say "she isnt going to make it"
just so u could find out who really
c a r e s about you ?

I hate waking up and looking in the mirror and realizing that i'm still me.

SUDDENLY I HATE MYSELF..FOR FEELING EVERYTHING I FELT FOR YOU.

I try to laugh about it, covering it up with lies
I try to laugh about it, covering the tears in my eyes!

Id rather be hated for who i am than to be loved for who im not

*she shed one last tear as she put the gun and her mouth and pulled the trigger*

a comment made by *PSYCHO_B.I.T.C.H.*
R.I.P. 9/15/06

GIVE IT A 5 ... ITS THE LAST THING SHE WROTE

I'm not the girl i used to be, i gotta admit..alot of shit got to me.

So tired of crying, crying over you. Slowly giving up, giving up on you....