I Fake A Smile, Just To See You Happy

Take your damn fairy tale endings
and your hopes, dreams, & wishes
and shove them up your ass.
This is the real world,
&& that shit just doesn't cut it anymore

Just when you try to forget all the bad stuff in your past, there's always that one person who makes you live it all over again...

When another door closes another one opens.................dont waste your life on somedody not worth dyieng for..

Have you ever felt so alone that nothing makes sense? Well thats now I feel right now. I feel like im facing everything by myself with nothing but tears and a fake smile.

If you ever looked inside a girl you would see how much she really cries, you would find so many secrets && lots of lies but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong

You see a girl...
you think...

PERFECTION!

...until you find out...
that girl...

xxxxf
xxxe
xxl
xl

long...

LONG...

ago

There's beauty in good-bye...
...but you deserved gorgeous...

(my best friend passed away from aids a few days ago, and this is just my way of coping with it a little)

Sitting _alone_ in the rain
No one [.c.a.r.e.s.] im feeling so much pain
Why does it have to be ((me))?
I dont want any sympathy...
I just want someone to .L.O.V.E.
This life..im just so ..tired.. of

She was the worlds mistake
her eyes they died her smiles fake
her wrist they bleed her heart is broken
she has secrets that are unspoken
no one knows and no one cares
no one wants her shes just there