Im gonna smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect im gonna laugh so you don’t see me cry, im gonna act like its nothing and just pretend that you aren’t hurting me.

~each time that you weep, is each time i cut deep~ For you may be human with tears, but i am merely a girl with a knife and deep fears~

*Not All Scars Show. Not All Wounds Heal. Sometimes You Can't Always See The Pain Someone Feels*

*These scars are a mirror to my past*

Paint a pretty picture, paint it with a twist, paint it with a razor blade, paint it on your wrist, and in that pretty picture a fountain will appear, and all your pretty problems magically disappear.

I hate the way you make me feel
You're driving me away, you're behind the wheel

The other day, you said you loved me,
I looked in your eyes, there wasn't much to see
Just a heartless woman, and a love that wasn't meant to be

I don't go to sleep just to dream...
I go to sleep to escape the nightmare of being awake.

I only smile to hide the tears that I cry inside

I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you

I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile.
How you try to fit in but you can't.
How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside