I can put it all aside,
All the hurt and all the lies.
Pretend I never hurt,
Or that I ever cried.
But that would only mean I'd be lying to myself,
And breaking the promise, I always swore to keep.

If breaking up was this painful. Then I won't fall in love again.

-Mika Tahara

Behind every beauitful thing, there is some kind of pain.

Lying here in the dark, helps dull the pain.
No one can see the emptiness behind the fake smile.
Night brings comfort.
No light can't reach me where I hide.
No one can help the night pass without the tears.

As the tears run down my face, I can't help to think,
I'm done trying,
I'm done pleasing others,
I'm done living for you

When i look into his eyes i see what used to be and what could never happen again...

I gave money to the poor, gave blood, picked trash off the road. Yet at end of the day, I always get stabbed in the back. It never pays off to be nice in life

I hate tha fact that i can actually hear my heart breaking. Tha feeling is even worse .. <|3.

Almost a whole year has passed since she broke up with me, yet I can replay it in my head like it was yesterday.

Sleep brings sanctuary
Dreams bring escape
At least until morning