You say you love me, but then you're with her. Stop toying with my emotions and say you don't love me. I'd rather hear that than spend my nights and days crying.

Lies are sweeter then the truth

Originally written 23-6-2008

There's nothing you can do anymore. Thanks for trying.

I want to run away just to see how far I could get before someone found me.

What do you when you feel like you can't live this life anymore therefore you want to die, but on the other hand you know your death will affect so many people in such a bad way?

I Couldn't make you see
I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died without you
But I had to let you go

Why Try, When The Only Outcome Is Failure?
Why Lie, When It Only Adds More Pressure?
Why Fight, When You Only Become Injured?
Why Die, When Living You'll Become Butchered?

People don't wait forever. Maybe days, maybe months, maybe years. But not forever.

I didn't want to admit it
it was easier to Lie
to hide the hurt and emptyness
to smile instead of cry.

I feel worthless I don't value me or mylife anymore, so i cut it away piece by piece. If i continue like this soon there wont be any pieces left of me, and i will be an empty shell.