It may be sick.
It may be twisted.
But I love that burn.
The scarlet drops falling.
The one time I feel alive.

Im NOT a [toy].. u can jus play with.
i wont b [thrown] down & [picked] up wen u feel like it.
im fraqile & i cry.... and jusz like any other toy...
i BREAK.

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"I don't really want to leave you,
And I really don't want to see you cry."
These were the lies you told me,
As you said goodbye and walked out that door forever.

She's blastin her headphones
Tryin to drown the world out
Hopin one day things will be okay
And prayin to God
He'll give her the strength to hold on
Because if she keeps livin like she is now
She'll give up before she even has time to hold on

You just don't understand me dear,
And i followed you into the dark to make it clear,
But you just went and left me here.

I thought i promised myself that i wasn't going to miss you ; that i wouldn't care. - another broken promise </3

Why can't i jus get u out of
my mind and get over u???

* Breaking up is not a stupid thing; instead it makes u a better person to realize ur mistakes.*

Why live on the edge when you can jump off?

Im going to smile and
make you think Im happy,
Im going to laugh,
so you dont see me cry,
Im going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me-
Im going to smile.