I visted you today,
in my memmories

"'I'm sorry, no one can take your
Call right now' no one ever can,
For I laid me down and went to sleep
And never will wake again."

from "Belinda, RIP"

I enjoyed the moments when you hated her, but I always knew those moments wouldn't last.

If this heartache could leave me for even just a second maybe then I could see myself as the person I've always been. Yet as I sit crouched upon my knees, silently wishing that I could erase everything I wish that death would extend it's hand towards me

If I were to fall into a black hole, would you catch me? Or only pull me up from the surface? Or would you just forget about me completly?

She smiles with all that she has left
Yet tears are left undried
& Though she's got so much to say
She bottles it up inside
If you look past her broken eyes
To a shadow no one sees
A disguise so you won't recognize
The girl is really me..

There's this girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
&& sometimes I wish I did
There is a story in her eyes
lullabies && goodbye
When she's looking back at me
I can tell she's hurting inside

Have you ever seen someone you cared about,
Go down the same path you did?
You try to help,
but they ignore it.
The heartbreaking thing is
that you know where it is going to end .
Nothing you do can or will change it.

Why do I even open my mouth? You're just gonna be mad.

Ya thats ok
no i dont mind
its really nothin new
i lie all the time
im sure everyones heart
is bleeding like mine