Falling feels like flying..
Until you hit the ground

Now I lay me down for good.
I'll die just like I know I should:
with broken heart and weary eyes.
The tears were never worth the fight.

She sits alone,
With long sleeves, and a plastered smile,
As she convinces the world shell be okay

So pop that pill
and put another fake smile on your face
just because the sun rises tomorrow
doesn't mean you'll make it through today

The gun is in her mouth
Her finger on the trigger
Tears roll down her face
Not because this is her final breath
But because she's unable to tell you
She loves you
One last time....

The Doctors Told Me I Didn't Have Much Time
If I Didn't Smarten Up I Would Die
And They Expect Me To Actually Care
I Want To Scream In Their Faces and Say Good

&&maybe life is not as ((picture)) perfect as the [(smiles)] we paint on our f a c e s

I'm not waiting for someone to come or something to happen, I'm just waiting for it all to end so I can forget.

Im the girl who laughs when she feels like crying, who loves when she feels like hating, who will fake a smile even when shes blue, && will hold on when she feels like letting go.

~ my mind is empty now
I canceled what you've said
I can now start a life
without you in my head ~