i cry blood
on the inside
the pain i hide
so i close my eyes
and on the outside
i look just fine

.:Wanting to be someone else:.
.:is a waste of the person you are:.

.: Somtimes you have to [slow down] to see who [waits] for you .:

My Shattered Soul
Lying on the floor
Screaming
Crying
Bleeding Inside
Wanting To Die
>Silence<
>Drip<
>Drip<
My Shattered Soul
Cold
Life Less
Every Drop Drained
From My Shattered Soul

I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.

Amberjoy QUIT POSTING THIS CRAP ITS GETTING OLD AND REALLY BUGGIN ME...It makes me want to read less of your writing because you have to act imature to get people to read it.

I've tried to fake a smile
I've tried to hide this pain
But whats the point in trying
When theres nothing you can gain

Mommy dear you hate me
Daddy you don't care
My friends all pretend not to notice
Cuz my pain they cannot bare

What do you do when you're afraid to look ahead... and the past is all you need?

People tell me to smile like it will take away the hurt & pain. I’ve tried hidin my sorrows & coverin my tears with a smile, but I’ve learned when it
hurts this much inside, your heart has a way of showing it, no matter how
many masks you wear.