Its horrid when someone you think is your friend is so blind that they cannot see how much pain you're in.....But its worse when they know and ignore it.

Have you ever cried?
Not knowing why
Just wanting someone to be by your side
To hold your hand
Telling you that they understand

Pain is following me every where, i guess the next door gonna be death

Wipe those tears
say you got something in your eyes
fake your smiles
and pretend that hurt wasn't the reason for your cries...

Smile because its the best thing you can do to make your pain seem untrue...

~~*..no one knew how much she blamed herself..*~~

Death found me in a corner hiding, when I needed it most it reached out it's hand and helped me up

If I could cause you some of the pain you've caused me...you wouldn't last one hour

Thinking about everything I once had brings tears to my eyes… not b*cuz I don’t have it anymore and not b*cuz its N-E-V-E-R coming back, but simply b*cuz im the one that made it go away… im the reason its not here anymore!

*I have no real purpose
*I'm just there to take up space
*Just a worthless human being
*With tears streaming down my face