~*~Every Beat Of My Heart Became A Tear~*~

'All The Pain I Thought I Knew..All My Thoughts Lead Back To You...Back To What Was Never Said..Back & Forth Inside My Head'

-Avril Lavigne-

I'm almost happy now
The pain is about to leave
It doesn't hurt too bad now
It only hurts when I breathe.

... Sane in an insane world...

Sometimes i stop and think, "does anyone understand me," only to be answered by silence.

Wake up in the morning, put on my face.. the one thats gunna get me, through another day. Doesn't really matter how I feel inside...

#Christanity is hostage,
#Jesus is the knife,
#Once it falls,
#Forever in sight,
#Because a sinner has sined,
#And a sacrifice was made,
#Bullets were shot,
#Before the body fell,
#Death is a transition,
#We all must face.

~~I think of all the things you've said
~~I dream of you as I lay in bed
~~I thought we were meant to be
~~But these emotions overwhelm me
~~All the things my memories cover
~~Makes me realize that you've taken over

I carved your name in to a bullet so you'd be the last thing going through my head

Im sorry that i bothered you,
with everything inside,
So i wont bother you again,
i'll keep it all inside,
i'll let it build up in me,
and make pretty patterns on my skin,
for only my eyes to see.