She passed about a year ago, and before she passed I didn't talk to her since my birthday. My birthday is 06/21. I didn't want to believe she was dying slowly.
She was a fighter. Was strong for five years. I love her.
RIP nana ( grandma )

Today, I realized I can't trust anyone but myself.

Just stop
Stop trying to help.
Stop trying to be nice,
stop trying to get me to believe your fair.
that you'll always be there.
Just stop.. please.

4 words make up one of the biggest lies in history, "we're here to help."

With every breath she took,
It hurt more and more.
For once she felt like she belonged,
But that all changed when she realized the truth.

Feeling alone is a lot like dying of thirst... you're slowly dying, and all the while you know something you need is missing...

I need you to tell me I can do this, even though it hurts and every aspect is hard to see, I need a "I'm there for you my love." I need you to tell me you'll never leave.

I need you to help me be strong, even though i could be strong on my own. I need a hug and a smile and a "baby you're not alone."

If youre wondering how often I think of you
I think about you all the time.
If youre wondering how much I want you,
I wake up wanting you every day
If youre wondering if I want to think of you, if I want to want you, if I want to love you, I dont.

You could spend the rest of your life picking up all the broken pieces,but whats the point? Even if you do manage to stick them together, you'll still be able to see all the cracks.