Turn the TV loud,
plug my ears tight...
ABCD please help me,
EFG he came after me...
Sometimes i cry..all alone..
Because I\'m doing this on my own...
You say you fkn love me
And that you fkn care...
I hate the way things used to be.
I hate it when you look at me...
I’m sitting here reading
All of my suicide notes...
14 years into her life
she looks inside the mirror...
When the blood runs through my veins,
It feels like it dragging a ball and chain...
Dont you understand that
If you keep slicing your wrists...
I want to be like you,
Strong, caring, generous...
A colored butterfly
Beautiful and free...
I didn’t want to take my life
without saying good bye...