Mason i need you to understand
i love josh not you...
I’m sick of being a failure,
it seems its my only reality...
I can feel the fear,
Gripping like a snake...
I feel like dying
): i feel like crying...
I wanted support and counselling,
that is why I came...
This world is dark,
A place of mass hate...
I’m writing you this letter
I’m writing you this poem...
I cringe as the one year anniversary comes,
My stomach twists and turns...
Tilt my head back and wonder
why the rain and thunder...
From the day I met you,
Everything was great...
I thought I could make you happy,
But words flipped my mind...
Nobody knows isn't really a poem, I just needed to...