Every week i get injured, just so i can say im hurting so i have a reason to take medication. But every time, i take one, two, three more than necessary just hoping that it will make me fall into a sleep ill never get out of.

Watching the blade sink in as I look in the mirror. I scream at the reflection. How dead she looks, how ugly and fat and useless she is. Her eyes are dead but tears still fall. What has she done to herself?

I'll Rise To Fall Again

"You are never as lonely as you feel, or alone as you think."

It's so hard to understand you
but ..,
why so easy to fall in love with you ?

I'm sorry you made me cry when I promised you couldn't.
I'm sorry you trusted me and I showed you that you shouldn't.
I'm sorry I told you you could save me when you don't know how.
But most of all I'm sorry I'm so sad that nothing can help me now

If death is the ultimate finale then is there such thing as a happy ending?

I'm not a backup plan and definitely not a second choice .

You'll never understand my pain...

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.