.........."How do you say goodbye to someone you can't live without..........:''(

I just waiting for the day you will realize my love..but now i realized the day is just like a february 30...

I cover up my feelings as well as my sleeve covers up my scritches wrists.

I'm drowning in my own tears.....
Yet no1 hears....</3

It is easy to forgive others but extremely hard to forgive yourself for your follies that you deeply regret.

"Can i ever truly be whole again, after being broken so many times?"l

Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah im smiling but inside i'm dying

Losing my mind,
without you beside me.
Not knowing who to trust
only knowing that, ur there.
but your not.
your not beside me
so i'm lost.
forever.

Every week i get injured, just so i can say im hurting so i have a reason to take medication. But every time, i take one, two, three more than necessary just hoping that it will make me fall into a sleep ill never get out of.

Watching the blade sink in as I look in the mirror. I scream at the reflection. How dead she looks, how ugly and fat and useless she is. Her eyes are dead but tears still fall. What has she done to herself?