If i could find love then id be happy
that lie i tell my self over an over...
The night does not sleep
In its loneliness...
The floor a black and white checkered board
me the won reward...
Gods wage war with dice
over the fates of men...
"Went out the door without looking back,
you'd think a demon was on her tail...
*This is my mother's story.*
Risen from toddlerhood in a broken home...
Grip my throat,
squeeze, squeeze...
Fireflies on an empty street
Darkness falling, so is you...
You want to play a game
broken and beaten I agree...
End it. Please end it now. I cry and plea everyday...
Exhausted outlines,
dipped in dying...
You used to say loved me. Now you hate me.
This is what fate had in store for me. Still...