Ahead of me...
a dark light will shine on me...
Here i am in my dream staring at the wall
trying to be tall...
I want to scream
I want to be me...
Yes, I hear voices
Yes, I am sane...
I wish i was invisible
then no-one could ever see me...
As it pushes me to the ground,
My every all riots...
The dark illumination spins around with you
Eyes gawk right through your soul...
I tried to forget you
I tried to forget our past...
Final entry
Dear Diary...
My deepest fears are leaving you.
My deepest fears are of me losing control...
Cutting is the only pain I can control,
When I cut, it feels like all my problems leave...
I cut myself because i can
you cant stop me no you cant...