Determined to do what was best
i tried so hard...
I thought I saw a man come into his own
But now I know...
You took his hand,
-gripped what was mine...
Hold your head up, sweetie.
I know your world just crashed...
I am sick of being this way
I am tired of feeling used , played , hurt...
Cold like beaten iron
without any feelings of remorse...
All day I just wanted to go and laugh with you,
At lunch i felt so lonely with out you sitting...
Slapped;
(Back handed while blind sided...
I sit here staring out my window.
The first rays of daylight are peeking through...
A friend I though you were,
I told u all I could...
Look at you, standing there in all your glory
Smile as pretty as a picture, yet secretly...
Tear through the books
Read them loud and clear...