The reasons I'm alone I know by heart
I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life...
You will never help me,
so why do I even try...
There supposed to be my die or ride chicks
tha 1 who me & them watch those scary flix...
How do you like me now
Do you know who I am...
I guess its true
You really dont miss something...
Sometimes it makes me go so berserk
When I think of your rebellious smirk...
Its hard to keep my head up,
when the friends that were so close are suddenly...
I could go back to every laugh
But I don't want to go there anymore and I...
Friends you thought you once had...are all driftin...
They talk to you when you are in their face...
I'm sick of all the secrets
I'm sick of all the lies...
Behind smiling eyes a growing hidden hate
Lies building faster than you can fabricate...
If i could relieve the memories,
Theres nothing i would change...