I understand why you did it
I understand the struggle you went through...
my Onekyh
My Russian guardian...
Nine years ago I met you
You were in rough shape...
Down to my last bit of strength
Walk out of work in sobbing tears...
The Hawk,
Closed off...
Magnum honey
put down the gun...
I can hear you when you wake up in the morning...
I can hear you call my name...
You are only a month old
so you wont understand right now...
Dad's heavy arm around
My neck, lovingly...
A father of three
I shoulder responsibilities...
When death has stricken all the joy of day
And bled it out in red and golden hue...
Everyone will tell you,
It was not a mistake...