As I lay and sleep at night,
I begin to cry I'm not alright...
First of all I thank you
You've held your heads so strong...
Though you are a pain in my neck
Though at times I hate you...
How many time a day
when you're away...
My father means a lot to me,
he's helped me with so much...
My mom has a disease, and its eating her alive...
This poem is for you mom, cause I want you to know...
I'm sorry I haven't been
What you thought I was...
Father how I love you
Father how much I care...
Waking up to the sounds of
Shouting...
Drinking has taken hold,
the alcohol has taken over...
A year ago...
... It was just me and you...
I love you dad,
no really I do...