I can't believe you wasted so much of your life
on something that doesn't deserve to live...
In the apprehension of beauty,
poetry may fall...
I tried to be guarded,
but you got inside my head...
Decieving eyes of angel
Deep blue jewels Hypnotize me...
I've always been good at struggling,
Fighting, trying to find the will to live...
Am I waiting for the right time
To actually receive what's truly mine...
Being 10 Was Perfect,
No Worries In Your Life...
Trees that dot the landscape
prove that men may die alone...
Who will comfort me
when I'm dead...
The thick, contaminated vapor of your world causes...
I lost my ability to think for myself...
You only
have to see...
My music, my friends, and my books
Are all part of a blockade...