She seems so innocent
all alone and unsure...
She slowly locks the door
As she doesn't want to be heard...
Screams slowly disperse as the music crowds over...
Feeling numbness as my hysteria produces flooding...
I cried a thousand tears tonight,
The tears you thought weren’t real...
I cry for oceans of tears,
I cry to have the ability to feel...
I hate myself,
I hate this life...
I slit my wrists and hope to die,
I write a letter as I cry...
Broken wings,
That never will fly...
One more cut,
Into my skin...
Drowning in tears,
As they choke away...
I remember how the razor felt
I remember how my heart felt...
Every night I kneel beside my bed and pray:
'dear Lord today was like any other day...