By now you would of found me dead,
Or caught me while I'm trying...
It’s the last train home and it’s...
I take a deep breath and swallow my pride...
Moving right through life
Just like a cold breathe...
I think I'm beyond help,
this pain needs to be dealt...
Another night left alone
trying to make sense of everything...
As my eyes full up with tears
Everything becomes so clear...
Even though you hurt me I still love you,
Even when you say those hurtful things...
I smile and it fades,
I laugh, there's no sound...
Wake me up
When it's over...
Granddad i love you,
granddad i care...
I'm just trying to find ease, let my soul be...
Cutting my arm to see how much it bleeds...
There like the clock, you can count
One cut two cut three cut four...