Do you ever sit and wonder why
At what point did you make the decision to die...
25.5.2005
An alone solitary flower...
The pain so strong
God! Why...
U said sorry
and he doesn't...
Your eyes shut,
your arm filled with more than one cut...
You didn't think anything before
Smiling...
His lifeless wife lays
In a teal mold...
Once I never knew you,
now I only want to do you...
Screaming my lungs out,
Does anyone hear...
I try to breathe
but you wont let me...
A smile that could last a lifetime,
Wiped off in a flash...
Covering my head,
Hiding my face, no one can see...