Look what you've done
to me and to my arm...
I let myself down.
i made my body drown...
The sun goes down over the mountain.
where me and you once made a wish...
Dear god,
im sorry to bother you,but can you please help me...
Just sitting, wishing you were here.
Already I'm a wreck, everything's unclear...
It happened so fast,
It's my worst nightmare come true...
Why do I cry so many times at night?
And toss and turn as I try to fight...
My final breath is approaching,
How do I know...
Little notes on little scraps of paper,
Thrown away automaticlly...
Counting down,
My final days...
Subtle changes,
Over this week...
So much dispair,
So much pain...