I watched you each day
as you slowly faded away...
Under the Smile
Tears of the heart...
The thudding
Of my beating heart...
It's intoxicating, the pleasure and the pain.
The way you run your hand down my back...
I spilt this blood for you all over this hard wood...
but it doesnt matter cause here come some more for...
I wish that you could hear
me drowning in my tears...
I was going to be cute, with green eyes and white...
If my mother would have let me be...
The black twists and turns
Drips and leaks with passion...
This is what I read at my uncles funeral today...
I knew it was the time
To say...
Did you even think of me before you made your...
Did I even cross your mind or am I already a faded...
Another name to list of dead,
A last cry from the grieving widow...